What if

Hi there (again)! what a productive way to produce writing one for each day. Now actually I don't want to write about some random stuffs. I just want to show you my writing, the one that had been written by me for my writing class. Let me tell you a little bit about the process to produce this writing. I was actually in my sort of indescribable mood at that time, and I just laid down on my bed and thinking about all the moments that I've been throwing away through my life. I was so upset with myself, to be such a coward, to be such a lame person. So at that time, I just grabbed my BlackBerry and started to type words after words on the MemoPad. Then here it is, my writing and the title is "What If"

What if...what if? That's a question that will come up to our mind whenever we face one new condition. We always make ourselves busy to think about what's going to happen next. What good things and bad things that follow behind that step that we face at the point. We never dare ourselves to be brave to embrace new things in front of us. That thing that makes us skip a lot of beautiful moments of life. We're too scared of a future but we're also in such a misery to live the present, because we don't know whether we want this kind of future or that kind of future. It is like we don't live in the present nor in the future. We never actually live our life if we always think about "what if". Over thinking makes us forget the beauty from life itself, the beauty of surprise. We're not letting the road to choose us, but we are the one who choose it. Now. can you just close your eyes for a moment? Remember all the kind of big moments that you've already skipped? What do you feel when you can't have them all? I've felt it for many times, and it's not a good feeling. Regret is the only thing that haunting me all my life. I always hate myself for not letting me to embrace the things that I supposed to have. But life goes on, things that already happened can't be changed. What we can do next is just letting go things that already happened and change our point of view. Try to embrace our life! Live your life! So start from now, erase "what if" and start to say "I'm ready for it!"

That's all from me, thank you for reading it, fellas

xoxo Yummi