Bitter Sweet to be A literature student

Hello All :) How's your day? terrific? not that good? Well actually I'm not in the mood too this night because after reading my friend's tweets about how much she hates someone for judging her major (in a bad way), I just realize that being literature student has never been so easy for me.
So, tonight I wanna talk about my 1 year experience to be a literature student....
here's what I feel(lt) during one year of my study.

Of course so many disrespect thoughts coming from people from different majors :') I do know and realize it. People (especially in our country) haven't fully respected us (the literature student). People just look up for those who study about engine, medicine, economy, etc. People haven't noticed how much struggle and effort I put to study the subjects on my major. They don't know that learning linguistics is as hard as learning human body parts, and understanding literature is as fuckin hard as balancing the accounts. Just respect each other guys, indeed we learn different things, but we all have something in common, we pursue our dreams with our own ways :""")
*sobbing*
Then there's the most frequent question people ask to me which  is "What are you gonna be next by taking literature?" Well actually it's not a difficult question to be answered, but mostly people say it in a sarcastic way. That way of saying does hurt me a lot. I almost have no ability to answer that question, I just wanna prove to them all when I have been success enough later on. Screw y'all :)

I do really want to write longer than this, but I'm too emotional right now. I cannot hold my tears from running upon my cheeks. This writing is the one which I want to write from a long long time ago. I wanna show y'all how sadistic people can be through the judgmental ideas they plant into society mind set toward the literature students.

I promise I will continue my writing later.....
because this business hasn't been finished yet :")

xoxo
Me