Nineteen

14/2/1995

Cries cracked down in the midst of silence inside the hospital room. Many would suggest the baby to come back again into the warmth of her mom's womb so that she shouldn't have to feel the bitterness of life, while others would happily suggest her to embrace it so she can taste kinds of sweetness that life will give to her. A baby girl was born on the Valentine's day, and I my friend, I was that baby.

14/2/2014

That baby now has been  a university student. She is no longer the baby the story told. She doesn't have to wear diapers or blanket anymore. She has been living on this magnificent earth for nineteen years. Although she hasn't lived longer than her parents, she has gone through the bitterness and sweetness of life as what have been told by people earlier on the day she was born. This kind of eerie feeling comes by to say hello to her. That feeling wants to remind her that she only has one year left before she turns into 20 which means that she will become an adult next year. She will be burdened by bigger responsibility than before. That feeling also reminds her that sooner or later she will face the stage of life in which she has to work her ass off to earn money so she could survive and feed her family. Speaking about family, marriage will also haunt her in her 20's. She has to find the right guy to build a little family with. Wow look how amazing a year brings to her. She blatantly needs to change her point of view about everything, but hopefully she won't change her pure heart for any reasons.

Let's see what the future holds for her

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Wow such a heavy thought, isn't it? anyway, yesterday I was celebrating my 19th birthday, folks :D I got three surprises from my friends and families (I'll upload some photos from yesterday's surprises). I also got so many birthday wishes from people around me, so it can be sure that I'll have to thank them all for wishing such a great wishes to my life. Hopefully God listens to your wishes and mine as well :) There's nothing better than being prayed by the people that love you, right?
If I'm not mistaken, there are five wishes that continuously spoken by them.

1. Me getting boyfie HAHAHAHA
2. Me getting excellent score continuously
3. Me having a great life ahead
4. Me getting TALLER and SLIMMER
5. Me being the best version of me

Hope all the wishes come trueeeeee. Aamiin