I Found Love

I started my journey in this world

With loneliness on my soul

I could no longer see the beauty of the sun

For I have spent my whole life to run

I could no longer hear the harmony of melody

For I have drowned myself deeply in my own serenity

Until one day, my whole world did change

The beating alarm of my heart spontaneously rang

I did finally meet him in one cherished occasion

My gut unswervingly telling me to join our hearts under one nation

I always believe that love is one intermittent entity to be found

But not again, for now I have found love in the way he laughs

At first I thought I heard an angel’s voice, but I was wrong

It’s just his laughter filling the empty space on my mind

I also found love in the way he gazes

I thought I saw a twinkling shiny star, but I was wrong

It’s just his dazzling eyes flying me to the seventh sky

I never dreamed to find such love

Love of an ordinary me to a wonderful him

Love of an ordinary me to a heavenly beautiful him

Love of an ordinary me to an utterly perfect him

O, God, please forgive me for I can’t stop loving him

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This poem has been in my so-called "collection of poems" folder in my laptop for quite sometimes. I have submitted it to a zine, but unfortunately my work could not make it to the selection stage. However, I really want to publish this poem somehow; that is why I decided to publish it here. Hope you guys enjoy it! Let me know if you have something to say about this poem, I'll appreciate your candor so much :D

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Good luck (with your mid-term tests) and have a wonderful month!

I could no longer see you

In one November noon,

Rain drops the memories of you  

I could no longer see you

Oh my dear, how are you? 

December comes fast

End this painful year

Erase my memory of you

I could no longer see you  

I am lying on my bed 

When sad song marching in my head 

Taking me back to the time 

When you and I are one 

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Created by Me. Niatnya buat tugas puisi bikin lagu, tapi ga ngerti melody nya gimana, anaknya ga musik banget. 

Siblingmance

Hi guys! been such a long time since the last time I posted something here. 

So, this afternoon, I was playing a role play with my two sisters and 1 very cute bro. I was pretending to be a tourist while they all became locals. As a tourist, ofc I used English while trying to communicate with them. Here are few examples of our funny conversations.

Me : Hi, what's your name?

Yasmine : My name is Yasmine

Me : How old are ya?

Y : I am eight years old

Me : Oh I see, Yasmine.

Y : Yes, My hobby you know singing

Me : well.... 

(Nobody asked about your hobby, yasmine haha. JK)

Me : and you, what's your name?

Dimi : Dimitri

Me : How old are you?

Dimi : yes yes!

Me : Huh? I am asking your age. It's not a yes/no question

Dimi : No. No!

Me : Well, dimi. I'm gonna ask you again. How old are you? Four or Five?

Dimi : Five eh..Four...eh Five and four (bebassss)

Me : Haha okay I guess you're five years old. right?

Dimi : No no!

(couple secs later)

Dimi : Yes yes!

Me : Huh? 

Dimi : abjah7238aklh (speaking randomly in I don't know what language he used)

Me : I don't understand what you're saying. 

Dimi : aihewiowownncijsieyiqi (continued to speak randomly)

Me : Cmon, I don't understand. Speak English!!

Dimi : THANK YOU! *yelling* 

-HAHAHAHA-

Me : haha well, nice to meet you then.

Dimi : naiz cu miz yu 

I love them so muchhh. I can't imagine how my life would be without having them around. 

Nineteen

14/2/1995

Cries cracked down in the midst of silence inside the hospital room. Many would suggest the baby to come back again into the warmth of her mom's womb so that she shouldn't have to feel the bitterness of life, while others would happily suggest her to embrace it so she can taste kinds of sweetness that life will give to her. A baby girl was born on the Valentine's day, and I my friend, I was that baby.

14/2/2014

That baby now has been  a university student. She is no longer the baby the story told. She doesn't have to wear diapers or blanket anymore. She has been living on this magnificent earth for nineteen years. Although she hasn't lived longer than her parents, she has gone through the bitterness and sweetness of life as what have been told by people earlier on the day she was born. This kind of eerie feeling comes by to say hello to her. That feeling wants to remind her that she only has one year left before she turns into 20 which means that she will become an adult next year. She will be burdened by bigger responsibility than before. That feeling also reminds her that sooner or later she will face the stage of life in which she has to work her ass off to earn money so she could survive and feed her family. Speaking about family, marriage will also haunt her in her 20's. She has to find the right guy to build a little family with. Wow look how amazing a year brings to her. She blatantly needs to change her point of view about everything, but hopefully she won't change her pure heart for any reasons.

Let's see what the future holds for her

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Wow such a heavy thought, isn't it? anyway, yesterday I was celebrating my 19th birthday, folks :D I got three surprises from my friends and families (I'll upload some photos from yesterday's surprises). I also got so many birthday wishes from people around me, so it can be sure that I'll have to thank them all for wishing such a great wishes to my life. Hopefully God listens to your wishes and mine as well :) There's nothing better than being prayed by the people that love you, right?
If I'm not mistaken, there are five wishes that continuously spoken by them.

1. Me getting boyfie HAHAHAHA
2. Me getting excellent score continuously
3. Me having a great life ahead
4. Me getting TALLER and SLIMMER
5. Me being the best version of me

Hope all the wishes come trueeeeee. Aamiin

Tahu Diri

Baru bener-bener menghayati lagunya. Well, enough said...............