Love your other half

Hi...I just arrived a few minutes ago after watched another movie hahaha. Yes I watched movie 2 days in a road. For this time, I watched "Habibie&Ainun" the movie. The movie was directed based on a novel with the same tittle with it. The novel itself is a biography of Mr.Habibie (ex-president of Indonesia). It's a very heart-breaking movie. I can't hold my tears from running upon my cheeks. The quality of the characters' acting is worth to be saluted. Their acting brings you into another dimension, they bring you to the real time when everything was happened toward Mr.Habibie and Mrs.Ainun.

“Saya dilahirkan untuk Ainun dan Ainun dilahirkan untuk saya”

What I'm gonna talk about this time is about true love. Ya this movie is trying to tell the audiences about the true love that lasting that long between Mr.Habibie and Mrs.Ainun. They construct their love in the middle of all barriers that came to them. Through any obstacles that they have to against, they still can manage their temper well and be there and give strength to each other. It's quite touching because in this era, there's just a few couples who can let go their ego when problems say hello to them.
So, after watched the movie, the first thing that came up to my mind is "who will be my Habibie?" "Who will take care of me in my old days? Whom I will take care of in his old days?" Those kind of questions running through my mind repeatedly. This movie teaches us a lot about how two people can be united as one in the name of love hahahaha (sorry for laughing). Yes it's quite taboo for a person like me to talk about love itself. But watching this movie could change everything. Make you questioning yourself whether you're going to be a good Ainun for your Habibie or not?
The point is, it's a well-recommended movie to be watched. For you whom already have no hope for Indonesian movie, you'd better watch it! you'd better see how Indonesian movie actually has its bright side, not just its dark side :p

I think that's all that I wanna share today. I'm too tired right now, my bed is calling, my pillow is singing a sweet lullaby to me, and my blanket is laying there with its warmest hug just for me myself and I.

xoxo
Yummi

When love meets friendship?

Hi.! Actually I just came home couple hours ago after watched "5cm" movie.
At first I wasn't really curious about this movie until so many people talk about this movie everyday and every time. So, I decided to ask my friends to watch it (rifsi&ega) but I ended up watching it with rifsi only because too sad ega couldn't join with us. She decided to watch "Habibie&Ainun" movie instead.
I'm not gonna tell you about the whole story line of that movie. I just wanna share things from this movie that catch my interest. First, I love this movie because it can trigger my love-meter to my beloved country, Indonesia. Second, I wonder what the actors felt when they took this movie because me myself so scare of height, and I couldn't even stand in a cold place because I'm allergic with "cold" weather. So, I just so curious to know their experiences during the shooting itself. Third, I wonder too whether I can be friend with all of my friends that long? I mean seriously, it's just so loooong for them to keep their friendship up until they build their own family.
The last, THE LOVE STORY OF THIS MOVIE! I can't even imagine myself replacing Riani's position. To love your old friend whom already you know so well, and you can't even tell to him that you love him and just wanna be with him. Then suddenly, BAM!! your other friend says that he loves you? Not mention again that at first, Zafran loved Dinda, but then Dinda actually loves Genta instead of Zafran. Isn't it a very complicated love story? But it turns out to be something that is sooooooooooooo cute! aaaaakh yes I've said that I can't imagine myself to be in Riani's position, but somehow I also envy her for being loved by a very cool family man, like Genta, and finally married with your friend whom you love since forever. AKKKKKKKHHHH Riani, I envy you <//3

Riani&Zafran

Riani&Genta

Okay let's move to other topic, actually I was very happy today because finally I got a chance to meet and hang out with my friends (ega&rifsi) again. As usual, we talked a lot about anything! We talked about our college life, talked about our new friends, talked about our rented room, and many other things. Hours felt like seconds if you share it with your friends <3 Besides talking about our "new life". We also took some pictures together hahaha (so predictable). Here are some photos of us. Enjoy!

Ega-Rifsi-Yummi

random feeling

Hi! Kinda feel sad at this moment. I feel like I'm the worst daughter ever.
When I opened twitter just a moment ago, I found my friends are talking about the scores that they get for this semester. I'm totally hopeless and feel so much down. I can already predict the result and I know it won't be a good result. I feel like my performance through this semester hasn't been good enough. Actually, it's not just the fuckin annoying score that I worry about. It's all about my parents. I feel like I'm the worst daughter ever because I can't give them the best result. For every rupiahs that they've given to me (directly or not), I can't even give them any pride at all. Ah damn it! Why we all as human beings should be judged by some numbers. I know my parents put their soul in the line, so that I can happily go to university and get some money to be spent. And what the return that they will get from me? Nothing. No No No Nothing.
Maybe it's not a very big problem for some people, but not for me. I'm the one who will feel so much upset with myself for dragging me to the -not the best- place. Yes, since I was a little girl, I always have a big ambition to be the best (at least in the academic way). I wanna (at least) be the best at one point. Because I know I'm so lame in sport and music, etc.That's why I always push myself beyond my limit, but now I didn't have any fire that burning in my soul at all. It's all F-L-A-T!
I need you to guide me, I need you to always remind me, I need you to be here holding and hugging me with your warmest hug, I need you here to give me spirit, I need you here to enlighten my way, I need you here to help me. I need your help...I need you ya Allah :""(

weird yet amusing vidoes

 

 a 12 year old girl who can't stop sneezing were partnering with a boy who can't stop saying bless you to the girl hahahahha

 

 the weirdest laugh ever HAHAHAHHAA. punch yourself if you don't laugh while she's laughing

A cute baby elephant sneezes and scares himself hahahahahaha

HI! hahaha I'm sure you're drowning by your laugh right now! Actually I'm just having my leisure time right now, then I check my twitter as usual, I see @JacksGap is posting a YouTube video on his tweet.

Then I directly open and watch it. After I finished to watch it hahahha I can't even stop laughing anyhow at all. The video shows a girl who can't stop sneezing and a boy who can't stop saying "bless you" together at the same time. hahaha how can it be soooooo hilarious!

So I just dive into another YouTube videos which is as funny as the previous video I've watched. Then I come down with 2 other hilarious vidoes hahah ohmygod they're all so funny! Thanks to YouTube and all the YouTubers who brought so many joys and happiness to me and maybe to everyone else in this earth :D

Ps: Sorry for this weirdo post, I just wanna loose myself sometimes :p have a great time to watch the vidoes

xoxo

Yummi

21/12/2012

What date is today? Yes 21/12/2012 ! What's so special about that? Nothing, the Mayan just made a prediction long long time ago that the end of civilization will happen today. But so far so good as we all can see. 3 hours to go to 00.00 which means that we're gonna survive from the "doomsday" :) 
 Actually what I wanna share in here isn't about the doomsday issue whatsoever, I just wanna share my experiences today. I don't know but I feel so much blessed and lucky today. 

Up until the afternoon, there's nothing so special happened to me. But then when I prepared myself to go back to Jakarta with Chika (but she'll go back to bekasehh), I feel so much blessed and lucky. Started from when we waited for BiKun a.k.a the yellow bus to arrive, we thought it's gonna take forever to wait for it but several minutes later, bikun arrived, so we just ran to it. When we entered the bus, I thought we won't have a seat. But guess what? the bus wasn't as crowded as it used to. So, we can sit peacefully there.
After we reached the station, we directly go to the locket to buy ticket, and you know what? there was no long line like I've predicted before, we bought the ticket easily without had to stand in a queue. Then, I thought we won't have a seat to wait in the station. But again, I was wrong. We got the seat to wait for the upcoming train to Jakarta. Several minutes later after we waited, the train with Jakarta-Kota destination has arrived :') OH MY GOD it's such a miracle because we didn't have to wait for a long time. So, we just entered the train and saw a very calming view. The train wasn't too crowded (but it wasn't empty as well). Again, we had seat in the train. After we arrived to Manggarai, I think Chika is a little bit worry about the schedule of the train to bekasi. Because since we were still at the rented room, the only thing that she worried about was the train to Bekasi that will arrive at late night. But Alhamdulillah, after we stepped down from the train, Chika directly saw the train to Bekasi was right in front of her. It was a truly miracle to see it. So, she just entered the train and I went to the exit way to see my dad. 

Chika thought the same thing with me

On my way to home, I keep thinking about it and wondering how could it be? It's just like God ease our way to go back to our parents since we haven't seen them for about 3 weeks long. Then I started to think, is it really a luck? were we so blessed today?
But then I just realize, how could I say such a thing? Of course we were blessed today, we always get it everyday, we are blessed everyday by Allah SWT :) We just forget to thank sometimes because we are too busy to ask for Big Things and abandon the beautiful little things in our surrounding..........

I'll leave you with a poem by Sara Teasdale which is "Barter". Have a nice time to read it :) 

xoxo
Yummi

Barter

Life has loveliness to sell,
All beautiful and splendid things,
Blue waves whitened on a cliff,
Soaring fire that sways and sings,
And children's faces looking up,
Holding wonder like a cup.

Life has loveliness to sell,
Music like the curve of gold,
Scent of pine trees in the rain,
Eyes that love you, arms that hold,
And for your spirit's still delight,
Holy thoughts that star the night.

Spend all you have for loveliness,
Buy it and never count the cost;
For one white singing hour of peace
Count many a year of strife well lost,
And for a breath of ecstasy
Give all you have been, or could be.

Sara Teasdale