what were we thinking?

I literally stunned at the first time I saw those hurt-sentences. At this point I think about all my childhood memories. What have I done? and What I haven't done through the last 17 years of my life? I'm turning 18 in few days. Life seems to be much easier back to when I was a little kid (with short curly hair) than now. I used to have lot of fun with my fellas back then. Did I ever ask to be grown up really soon? I mean I must be sick! Geez, now when I've (sort of) grown up, dramas are the ones which I live with. 2 years from now, I'll leave my teen-age asap. I'm going to face a new phase of life as a twenty-years old woman. I'm going to work at the place I'm dying to be hired at. I'm going to.........be married by someone!! Time flies so fast, I can't even taste the seconds which flew by due the times I've spent to write this post.
That picture above kinda hits me you know to realize that I'm not a kid anymore(?) Woman-up! Grown up! A Simple-yet-sophisticated time machine will be the most needed item on my wishes list.
Eleanor Roosevelt said that we have to do one thing every day that scares us. I guess what he meant is growing-up................(?)

 And for that pict above? I don't know what to say, I just don't know. I start to feel that I'm living that  kind of steps! It makes me feel such a coward to face for what I'm going to face ahead.