Love your other half

Hi...I just arrived a few minutes ago after watched another movie hahaha. Yes I watched movie 2 days in a road. For this time, I watched "Habibie&Ainun" the movie. The movie was directed based on a novel with the same tittle with it. The novel itself is a biography of Mr.Habibie (ex-president of Indonesia). It's a very heart-breaking movie. I can't hold my tears from running upon my cheeks. The quality of the characters' acting is worth to be saluted. Their acting brings you into another dimension, they bring you to the real time when everything was happened toward Mr.Habibie and Mrs.Ainun.

“Saya dilahirkan untuk Ainun dan Ainun dilahirkan untuk saya”

What I'm gonna talk about this time is about true love. Ya this movie is trying to tell the audiences about the true love that lasting that long between Mr.Habibie and Mrs.Ainun. They construct their love in the middle of all barriers that came to them. Through any obstacles that they have to against, they still can manage their temper well and be there and give strength to each other. It's quite touching because in this era, there's just a few couples who can let go their ego when problems say hello to them.
So, after watched the movie, the first thing that came up to my mind is "who will be my Habibie?" "Who will take care of me in my old days? Whom I will take care of in his old days?" Those kind of questions running through my mind repeatedly. This movie teaches us a lot about how two people can be united as one in the name of love hahahaha (sorry for laughing). Yes it's quite taboo for a person like me to talk about love itself. But watching this movie could change everything. Make you questioning yourself whether you're going to be a good Ainun for your Habibie or not?
The point is, it's a well-recommended movie to be watched. For you whom already have no hope for Indonesian movie, you'd better watch it! you'd better see how Indonesian movie actually has its bright side, not just its dark side :p

I think that's all that I wanna share today. I'm too tired right now, my bed is calling, my pillow is singing a sweet lullaby to me, and my blanket is laying there with its warmest hug just for me myself and I.

xoxo
Yummi

When love meets friendship?

Hi.! Actually I just came home couple hours ago after watched "5cm" movie.
At first I wasn't really curious about this movie until so many people talk about this movie everyday and every time. So, I decided to ask my friends to watch it (rifsi&ega) but I ended up watching it with rifsi only because too sad ega couldn't join with us. She decided to watch "Habibie&Ainun" movie instead.
I'm not gonna tell you about the whole story line of that movie. I just wanna share things from this movie that catch my interest. First, I love this movie because it can trigger my love-meter to my beloved country, Indonesia. Second, I wonder what the actors felt when they took this movie because me myself so scare of height, and I couldn't even stand in a cold place because I'm allergic with "cold" weather. So, I just so curious to know their experiences during the shooting itself. Third, I wonder too whether I can be friend with all of my friends that long? I mean seriously, it's just so loooong for them to keep their friendship up until they build their own family.
The last, THE LOVE STORY OF THIS MOVIE! I can't even imagine myself replacing Riani's position. To love your old friend whom already you know so well, and you can't even tell to him that you love him and just wanna be with him. Then suddenly, BAM!! your other friend says that he loves you? Not mention again that at first, Zafran loved Dinda, but then Dinda actually loves Genta instead of Zafran. Isn't it a very complicated love story? But it turns out to be something that is sooooooooooooo cute! aaaaakh yes I've said that I can't imagine myself to be in Riani's position, but somehow I also envy her for being loved by a very cool family man, like Genta, and finally married with your friend whom you love since forever. AKKKKKKKHHHH Riani, I envy you <//3

Riani&Zafran

Riani&Genta

Okay let's move to other topic, actually I was very happy today because finally I got a chance to meet and hang out with my friends (ega&rifsi) again. As usual, we talked a lot about anything! We talked about our college life, talked about our new friends, talked about our rented room, and many other things. Hours felt like seconds if you share it with your friends <3 Besides talking about our "new life". We also took some pictures together hahaha (so predictable). Here are some photos of us. Enjoy!

Ega-Rifsi-Yummi

random feeling

Hi! Kinda feel sad at this moment. I feel like I'm the worst daughter ever.
When I opened twitter just a moment ago, I found my friends are talking about the scores that they get for this semester. I'm totally hopeless and feel so much down. I can already predict the result and I know it won't be a good result. I feel like my performance through this semester hasn't been good enough. Actually, it's not just the fuckin annoying score that I worry about. It's all about my parents. I feel like I'm the worst daughter ever because I can't give them the best result. For every rupiahs that they've given to me (directly or not), I can't even give them any pride at all. Ah damn it! Why we all as human beings should be judged by some numbers. I know my parents put their soul in the line, so that I can happily go to university and get some money to be spent. And what the return that they will get from me? Nothing. No No No Nothing.
Maybe it's not a very big problem for some people, but not for me. I'm the one who will feel so much upset with myself for dragging me to the -not the best- place. Yes, since I was a little girl, I always have a big ambition to be the best (at least in the academic way). I wanna (at least) be the best at one point. Because I know I'm so lame in sport and music, etc.That's why I always push myself beyond my limit, but now I didn't have any fire that burning in my soul at all. It's all F-L-A-T!
I need you to guide me, I need you to always remind me, I need you to be here holding and hugging me with your warmest hug, I need you here to give me spirit, I need you here to enlighten my way, I need you here to help me. I need your help...I need you ya Allah :""(

weird yet amusing vidoes

 

 a 12 year old girl who can't stop sneezing were partnering with a boy who can't stop saying bless you to the girl hahahahha

 

 the weirdest laugh ever HAHAHAHHAA. punch yourself if you don't laugh while she's laughing

A cute baby elephant sneezes and scares himself hahahahahaha

HI! hahaha I'm sure you're drowning by your laugh right now! Actually I'm just having my leisure time right now, then I check my twitter as usual, I see @JacksGap is posting a YouTube video on his tweet.

Then I directly open and watch it. After I finished to watch it hahahha I can't even stop laughing anyhow at all. The video shows a girl who can't stop sneezing and a boy who can't stop saying "bless you" together at the same time. hahaha how can it be soooooo hilarious!

So I just dive into another YouTube videos which is as funny as the previous video I've watched. Then I come down with 2 other hilarious vidoes hahah ohmygod they're all so funny! Thanks to YouTube and all the YouTubers who brought so many joys and happiness to me and maybe to everyone else in this earth :D

Ps: Sorry for this weirdo post, I just wanna loose myself sometimes :p have a great time to watch the vidoes

xoxo

Yummi

21/12/2012

What date is today? Yes 21/12/2012 ! What's so special about that? Nothing, the Mayan just made a prediction long long time ago that the end of civilization will happen today. But so far so good as we all can see. 3 hours to go to 00.00 which means that we're gonna survive from the "doomsday" :) 
 Actually what I wanna share in here isn't about the doomsday issue whatsoever, I just wanna share my experiences today. I don't know but I feel so much blessed and lucky today. 

Up until the afternoon, there's nothing so special happened to me. But then when I prepared myself to go back to Jakarta with Chika (but she'll go back to bekasehh), I feel so much blessed and lucky. Started from when we waited for BiKun a.k.a the yellow bus to arrive, we thought it's gonna take forever to wait for it but several minutes later, bikun arrived, so we just ran to it. When we entered the bus, I thought we won't have a seat. But guess what? the bus wasn't as crowded as it used to. So, we can sit peacefully there.
After we reached the station, we directly go to the locket to buy ticket, and you know what? there was no long line like I've predicted before, we bought the ticket easily without had to stand in a queue. Then, I thought we won't have a seat to wait in the station. But again, I was wrong. We got the seat to wait for the upcoming train to Jakarta. Several minutes later after we waited, the train with Jakarta-Kota destination has arrived :') OH MY GOD it's such a miracle because we didn't have to wait for a long time. So, we just entered the train and saw a very calming view. The train wasn't too crowded (but it wasn't empty as well). Again, we had seat in the train. After we arrived to Manggarai, I think Chika is a little bit worry about the schedule of the train to bekasi. Because since we were still at the rented room, the only thing that she worried about was the train to Bekasi that will arrive at late night. But Alhamdulillah, after we stepped down from the train, Chika directly saw the train to Bekasi was right in front of her. It was a truly miracle to see it. So, she just entered the train and I went to the exit way to see my dad. 

Chika thought the same thing with me

On my way to home, I keep thinking about it and wondering how could it be? It's just like God ease our way to go back to our parents since we haven't seen them for about 3 weeks long. Then I started to think, is it really a luck? were we so blessed today?
But then I just realize, how could I say such a thing? Of course we were blessed today, we always get it everyday, we are blessed everyday by Allah SWT :) We just forget to thank sometimes because we are too busy to ask for Big Things and abandon the beautiful little things in our surrounding..........

I'll leave you with a poem by Sara Teasdale which is "Barter". Have a nice time to read it :) 

xoxo
Yummi

Barter

Life has loveliness to sell,
All beautiful and splendid things,
Blue waves whitened on a cliff,
Soaring fire that sways and sings,
And children's faces looking up,
Holding wonder like a cup.

Life has loveliness to sell,
Music like the curve of gold,
Scent of pine trees in the rain,
Eyes that love you, arms that hold,
And for your spirit's still delight,
Holy thoughts that star the night.

Spend all you have for loveliness,
Buy it and never count the cost;
For one white singing hour of peace
Count many a year of strife well lost,
And for a breath of ecstasy
Give all you have been, or could be.

Sara Teasdale

Doomsday Preppers

                21-12-2012 maybe is the most talked issue nowadays. According to the Mayan’s calendar, the doomsday is going to happen in 21-12-2012. For me, it doesn’t make any sense because according to my belief, there’s no one in this world that knows when the doomsday will happen. But, out there, so many people trust this issue and feel insecure about it so they start to prepare a lot of things to face the doomsday. This is what called as “doomsday preppers”.

                “Doomsday preppers” actually is an American TV show which is aired in National Geographic channel which shows the preparation of some survivalists (preppers) to face the upcoming doomsday. They prepare themselves for various things that might happen to all of them when the world comes to the end. There are prepers who concern about the killer pandemic that might attack them, those who concern about the natural disaster, or those who prepare for the upcoming world war, and many other things. This TV show infects many American people to be a prepper as well. They are turning spare rooms into long-term food storage pantries, they are planting survival gardens, they are taking self-defense courses, and many other overwhelmed things. Besides preparing things to face the doomsday, those preppers also join some facebook groups or preppers website to discuss about the doomsday and the preparation itself. 

                Some people, including me, think that it is so exaggerated for people to be a prepper. Because when the world ends, nothing can save you from being part of it. Besides that, no one can make sure the validity of the Mayan’s prediction about 21-12-2012. This doomsday issue creates a very great panic toward people all around the world. That panicky makes people do things which absolutely out of mind. But, those preppers have their own reason why they have to do that things and it seems like they take it seriously. One thing for sure, we all agree that there is a time when the world comes to the end, but whether it will happen at 21-12-2012 or not, there’s no one who knows about it. Let’s see together!

The Harries Twin

Hi there! Actually this week is a Final test week. But today I'm free because there's no class *yeay* So I decided to write something in here. Nah the question is, what am I suppose to write now? Then suddenly I come up with a very brilliant idea. I'm gonna write about Jack an Finn the twin :D I love Jack more than I love Finn :p (sorry Finn).

Okay I'm gonna start with a basic introduction. 
 Jack Harries (well-known as JacksGap)

 is my future cheeky husband. He's a 19 years old British random guy whom I see in YouTube. I love his idea to post his activities during his gap year for his fams and friends. But then, his idea turns out to be loved by many YouTube viewers because OMG he's soooo adorable. I found his channel for the first time when I try to practice listening British accent. So, I just type "British accent" then after some random results, I finally found Jack's video. The first video of Jack that I watched is "British slang" ,the video was taken by Jack together with his adorable twin, Finn Harries and other YouTuber, Tyler Oakley. After finished watching the video, Bang!! I love Jack directly! Marry me Jack please, I love your sweet adorable face, I love your accent, I love your smile, and many other things which I love from you :D akakakka okay it sounds really creepy though. After watching that video, I directly search for other crazed video from him. I can't control my fingers to stop clicking his videos again and again. I'm so overexposed by his charm. Jack is studying theater in Bristol University. 

Now, let's move to Finn :D 

He's Jack's twin who was born two minutes earlier than Jack. So, he's Jack older twin. But Jack tends to call him his slave hahaha why? Just watch this "My favorite"
There are so many names that given to Finn; FinnTheBetterTwin, FinnTheUnverifiedTwin, and many others hahahha. He's so much alike with Jack (you don't say). But Finn is a bit calmer than Jack. For those who prefer with cool guys, you definitely will choose Finn  over Jack. Finn is studying in Leed University, he's taking a graphic design major there. I love Finn too but I love Jack much more than I love him :D

 

I think that's all from me to tell you about that fallen-from heaven-twin
 Here are some photos of them that I will share to you. Fasten your seat belt! It's gonna be a shaking adventure to see their pictures 

How can you hate that adorable faces? <3

I LOVE YOU TOO!

Finn (red) & Jack (blue)

xoxo Yummi

College life + MPKT-A

Hi there, probably it is the longest break since the last time I posted something in this blog. Okay so what should I write right now? Kinda confuse actually. It's sort of a writer's block :| Oh btw I'm gonna have Final Tests this month ergh Godspeed! But the longer I study, Idk I just feel lazier than ever to go to campus. College life is so much worse than high school. The freedom which is given to us makes me careless about everything in my surrounding. No wonder why so many seniors of mine feel so lazy to enter classes. I love the fact that I am given with so much freedom in college, but I hate the fact that the're no tight rules to control that freedom. Ei, I just realize that I talk a lot about how I hate college through my posts. But, actually college life isn't that bad after all. It's just bad. That's it. 
Btw, today is the last day of MPKT-A class. It's a mix feeling :) :( I love today because finally MPKT-A was over, but I hate today because I know that I'm not gonna meet in the same class anymore with my MPKT-A friends :"""( They've been so nice to me. We've been through many things together hahaha (okay it's so exaggerated) The point is, MPKT-A class 12 already gave me so many memories whether they're good or bad memories, they are memories that will last forever *cheers*
You wanna know the people in it? Let's check some photos of us :D

MPKT-A (AAAAAA)

I'm going to miss them a lot :') Hope we're gonna get A for this subject.

xoxo
Yummi

Homeward bound

What do you feel when you watch that video? Ohmygod Idk what you feel but for me, I'm tearing inside and out. It's just so beautiful and I don't even know how to express it. I miss them terribly :'( I miss Quinn Fabray, I miss Noah Puckerman, I miss Santana Lopez, I miss Mike Chang even I miss Mercedes Jones. I miss the former of Glee casts. Glee4 is still as amazing as other previous seasons but somehow Glee isn't the same anymore. I love Glee now but I love Glee more when Quinn and Santana used to have a fight against each other. But what can I say? Glee is moving on too, right? Somehow Glee always reminds me of my high school life because Glee is so into me. The timing between me and Glee is always the same. When I was entered high school, Glee cast did the same too and when I was graduated from high school and entered to college, Glee did it too. That's the other reason why I love watching Glee so much because it's just a self-mirror of my journey. I don't know how many times I've said it, but I wanna say it again, I miss High School with all my friends in it :( #BringBackHighSchooltoMe 

xoxo Yummi